Monday 11th August 2008
21st Challenge: Off on your own. Today had no rules. We were to return to whatever seduction method we preferred and move forward in our own way.
First off I never had a preferred seduction method before doing the challenge so I was a bit confused as to what I should be doing today and for how long. Just said hey to a few girls during my lunch break at work.
I felt like I was drifting without purpose. No direction. I’ve covered a lot this month… emotions, experiences, shattering personal beliefs and comfort zones. But today I feel like I had nothing or rather I didn’t know what to do.
I guess part of this feeling rested on thinking yesterday was a failure. On top of this is that while I can kinda DO.. I don’t know what to do.
A bit of an anti-climax to the whole 21 days.
One thing that bothers me is that doing a challenge is fine but it’s clear I’m not taking responsibility for myself. I can do what I’m told, when given direction but left to my own wit and will, I feel lost.
I’ll keep working on it. Watch this space.
Ever positive! :)
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